~Waiting For The Storm To Pass~

~Write On Paper~

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~Write On Paper~

I write about life,my perception on our journey through the unknown.
Taking a step back to make sense out of taking the next step forward.
Our choices in this life are risky but we all have to make them so be as risky as you can,don’t play it to safe.
How will you know what you can accomplish if you don’t take a chance,sure you might fail but if you don’t even try your not living you are existing.
Some of the greatest things in life are the unseen.
We all stumble,there are no exceptions,we are all human and perfection does not exist in humanity.
Most of us will fall,some of us will hit the pavement hard,so hard that getting back up feels impossible.
The hardest parts of life eventually will become our existence.
The moral of the story is no matter where you are in life,sitting on top of a mountain or struggling to make it through each day a minute at a time…Life is unpredictable and it can change with a blink of an eye…

Mine did and that is what brought me here..Nine years ago my life changed in one day,ONE DAY,it is inconceivable to believe never mind living it..
Recently I changed my genre of writing,I decided to write about my life,my blink of an eye,that one day I was sideswiped by a phone call and within hours became a nightmare that I could not wake up from,that became Reality within minutes.

~We All Fall~

~We All Fall~

~A Moment In Time~
Things don’t go wrong and break your heart so you can become bitter and give up..
They happen to break you down and build you up so you can become all that you where intended to be..
If you fall down get up..
It is a struggle at best to heal from our biggest falls..
Take time to grieve,don’t try to make sense of it because you can’t get a do over..
Spend that time selfishly to find your strength and use it to overcome,don’t waste it on being vindictive to plan your revenge..
Don’t wallow in the “Why Me’s” and the “What If”s”..You will never get an answer and what you need is closure..
Time is precious so use it wisely..
Some falls are worse than others,some we never heal completely from because of devastation..
Devastation to most means “Giving Up”..Remember that giving up is not an option,giving in to sorrow is normal..
One of the biggest mistakes you can make is to be stubborn, that attitude will make you bitter towards any new adventures..
Experiences are our stepping stones to the next chapter in your story..
Make your story a book that when the last chapter is read it leaves an unforgettable impression..

There is a quote by Albert Einstein that we should all read everyday…
~”Out of clutter find simplicity,from discord find harmony,in the middle of difficulty lies Opportunity”~

~Finding What Once Was~

~Finding What Once Was~

I decided to change my genre of writing,not forever just for my first book.. Waiting for the storm to pass is my journal to share with you. My goal is to write on paper. I can not write all the aspects of how my life changed and wrap it into one book..

I am still trying to wrap my head around how my life became chapters of a book.. This is what I have been struggling with; how to put these events that completely changed who I once was..Stacie..


I say Stacie because that is how I feel..I can’t find her..
searching for my soul.. the person I once was.. my comfortable me!

For anyone who is interested in my story, let me give you an idea of who I am.. I am the youngest of three girls. We all attended Catholic School even though my parents were not religious in any way they felt the need to send us, which I am grateful for..

My childhood was far from perfect and I still search for answers to the questions that pull at my soul..When I say far from perfect I don’t mean devastating. I was not abused or uncared for. I was never hungry or went without..


I kn
ow the heart wrenching life that children experience and would never complain or even try to compare the depths of our souls.. My parents selfish needs and their worse than unhealthy relationship was and still continues to be what ultimately brought me down to my knees..

I need to heal and can’t think of any other way than putting my pen to paper and writing about it..Laying down and just existing cannot be the answer..

 

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